A tough Final Semester

Assalamualaikum.. Wow...its been a while since I last opened up my very own blog..it was a very2 tight unswing schedule I had for my last couple weeks..seriously I never thought that my life could be as busy as it was, at least not now!! but yeah, life is a fast changing game so lets move on buddies..

I may say I really had a tough way along my last semester of pursuing bachelor degree of mechanical engineering..with some crazy interviews I have attended as a so-called good front cover of my job hunting magazine, I had been driven crazy with all my thesis stuffs..I was left with a very minimum supervision, standing alone craving for ideas on how to light up my project with almost no fund at all..it was crazy..very very ridiculous..but somehow, I realized the significance of 'unlimited freedom' granted by my supervisor along this journey..I finally feel it..on what?I'll tell u after I get my grade..huhu..my infinite appreciation for you Mr Zamri.

But yet, the cherry is not gonna blossom forever, the saddest part is coming into..I managed to have my step on Petronas Structured Interview in last few months..Walking pass the KLCC Tower 1 security gate was just like a dream comes true..But suddenly i lost grab on myself..I didn't even know how to greet my interviewers!! Then the longest hour of my life begins..my brain suddenly did an emergency shut down, and I just a dumb silly guy especially during my role play. Seriously it ripped me apart, made me completely lost my self-believe..I don't know the result until now, n my friends neither..Dude, I think I blew off my chance...

Wowowo...if u started to think it was tough, I need to stop u there..toughest time is when u completely exhausted of doing something..Shell campus interview on afternoon trailed by Murphy Oil interview few hours after was sure did thing..I still can clearly remember how tired I felt when I was praying Asar in Masjid Asy-Syakirin KLCC after that interview session..I almost cried at that time, having an unspeakable feeling deep inside my heart..but I just got an email, I manage to get through to the final stage Shell interview! I don't know what I did in the interview room that impressed them so just skip this...err..it does sound like one more 'long journey' to go isn't it?? Told ya, this magazine has thousand pages in it..damn!! but insyaAllah someday I'll see the hikmah behind those tough moments..=)

Ermm I'm afraid that's all for this post..InsyaAllah I'll be here again in no time..Assalamualaikum..

Bermulanya Pelayaran Terakhir

Bismillah..

Ari ni 15Feb2012..dah 3ari aku memulakan tugasku sebagai pelajar kejuruteraan untuk semester terakhir..alhamdulillah Allah mudahkan urusan2ku sepanjang semester lepas..alhamdulillah keputusan di luar jangkaan aku anggap sebagai hadiah buat insan2 sekelilingku yang amat aku sayang..moga Allah terus kurniakan kekuatan untuk aku bagi yg terbaik untuk kalian...ameen ya rabb..

Kurang beberapa bulan saja lagi aku akan menamatkan pengajian aku...berdebar rasa hati..memikirkan kemungkinan2 yang menungguku di gerbang 'exit' UM..tapi cukuplah kemungkinan2 itu hanya dilayan sebagai kemungkinan, tidak lebih dari sebuah perancangan...mudah2an Allah temukan aku dgn takdir yang terbaik untukku..

Cuti semester lepas adalah cuti semester terpendek di sepanjang pengajianku,mencakupi 3minggu sahaja..xsempat langsung nak bergelandangan ke negeri orang seperti sebelum2 ini...kalau tidak, ada saja tasik nak dijengah, ada saja kampung nak diteroka, ada saja pantai nak dilepak...huhu..tapi cuti lepas jugak la cuti paling aku rasa puas...puas dapat tolong mak ayah aku kat kebun...menyiapkan projek "Pondok Tok Wan"..haha..alhamdulillah sempat siapkan sejak dari korek tanah untuk tapak sampaila pasang bumbung...cuma tinggal dinding saja belum disiapkan,bos lum ada modal nak beli papan..alhamdulillah dapat jugak pengalaman buat rumah papan ni..terima kasih ayah yg banyak mengajar (marah,maki hamun,perli..huhu)..betul cakap mak, wat keja dgn ayah ni membina daya tahan diri untuk persiapan kena marah dgn bos...aduii...

Abis je pasang bumbung,aku terus balik kl untuk mulakan kuliah di sem last ni..alhamdulillah semuanya lancar..mudah2an Allah berkati usaha2ku dan usaha2 org di sekeliling aku...sekarang, aku cuma mengira hari2 terakhirku di UM...ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku sangat sayangkan UM...xterkira rasanya ilmu yg aku timba kat sini..ilmu engineering,ilmu agama,ilmu hidup...alhamdulillah...


p/s: nanti musim buah jemputla datang makan rambutan durian eh..